Part Three
My eyes
opened slowly. I wasn't in my room. It all came flooding back. The way he took me from my home and claimed
me as his property because of my brother.
My brother. I lurched out of
bed. I was wearing kiddie pajamas. They had fucking Eyore on them. And my ass was sore.
"You!"
I thundered.
Derrick
turned to me, one hand covering his cell phone.
"Hold on Vince, I'll have to call you back." He looked me over. He was wearing his usual business attire,
maybe slightly less formal than yesterday.
Tight black jeans and a white button up shirt.
"Alexandria?"
"You cunt."
"Not a
morning's person, then?" He walked over to me and smoothed some hair from
my face. "You're shaking, love." He ducked his head to be able to look into my
eyes better. Those kind, deep blue eyes.
He slid his thumb around my cheek and rested his fingers lightly on my
neck. "What's the
matter?"
"What's
the matter?" I began, sounding deceptively calm. "You kidnapped me, assaulted me, tortured me and dressed me in
these!" I motioned to my outfit.
"You'd better let me go right now or I will be pressing charges. That's my final offer, you wretching sputum
of a man."
"Wretching
sputum of a man," he pondered, "I like that. Now, I have
a counter offer for you, little one.
You go upstairs and clean yourself up and get dressed. Then, since I am working from home today, you
will assist me cheerfully and productively all day long. Understand?"
"You're
a criminal. You're a piece of shit and I
won't do anything for you."
"Do you
need a freshly smacked bottom, Pet?" he asked me. He held my face in one hand, using it as a
bridle so I couldn't move my head.
"I'm
not a child," I fumed. "You're
not my father or my owner or anything.
You won't get anywhere by assaulting me again. I can promise you that. You can't break me with pain. If you know my history you should know
that."
I was shaking hard. I had to make my position clear and stick to
it if I had any chance of getting away from this asshole. I wasn't going to be anybody's pet or sex
slave. I had my own business, my own
home, my own life. I had worked hard to build that. And my brother, after all these years, he
couldn't cause it to be taken away from me, not after everything he'd already
leeched out of me. The fucking vampire.
It was sick, sick and unfair. It
was a nightmare. It was a waking living
Hell.
It took me a
second to register I was in his arms. He
cradled me into his chest. "Please
don't," I told him. "It's
painful."
"You're
panicking because you're not in control," he said quietly. "You've never had somebody take care of
you."
"And
you will?" I pushed against his chest weakly. The pain was building. I felt sick. I could rarely tolerate physical
affection. It made me feel trapped, not
safe.
"Just
spank me," I begged. My voice
sounded hoarse. "It would hurt less
than this."
"You
don't need that right now, love." I
collapsed in his arms. A horrible noise
came from my throat. He picked me up and
carried me into the lounge. It was
sunny. I breathed roughly into his
shoulder.
"Why
does it hurt you to be held?" he asked me.
"You
know why."
"It
doesn't hurt me to show you affection."
"I'm
glad you turned out better than I did then!" I spat. "I know it's weird. I know I'm fucked up. Why do you think I take
so many goddamn pills?" I looked into his eyes. "I know you think... You can help me or
something, but you can't. I need to be alone. I cope best that way. And I know I talk big but you can control me,
physically at least. So I'm not
demanding my release anymore, ok? I'm
begging you. I'm begging you, Derrick."
He looked at
me with such awful kindness in his eyes before speaking. "I'm sorry love," he whispered. "But you're mine now." He kissed my face and I whimpered. "You aren't beyond repair. And you will learn to enjoy me touching
you." He flicked his tongue over my
neck. I gasped. He reached under my top and his fingers found
my nipple. He squeezed it. His face was buried in my neck. He bit my neck and I moaned. The pain was beautiful. It calmed me. He unbuttoned my top with both hands so my
breasts were exposed. He flicked his
tongue over my nipple, then bit down on it.
I writhed. "I've never..."
I pushed his face up away from my chest.
"How do you do this to me? I don't like sex. I don't like being touched." He met me with his signature look. Curious, observant, considering. Staring right into my core. It weakened me. Those damned eyes weakened me.
"It's
because you trust me. Deep down,
Alexandria. So your body doesn't reject
me like it would other men. I also know
that you like pain..." He bit my other nipple and I moaned. "And I like giving it to you. Hearing you moan, seeing your face
change. You're so damned beautiful when
you're vulnerable." He leaned in
for my lips. I flinched and turned my
face. "You are, Alex. You're the most precious thing in the
world." He stroked my face. He pressed his body into mine, but he held himself
up. I could feel his hard on. I shoved his chest.
"Get
off," I hissed.
"No,"
he stated flatly. He crushed my arms to my sides. "I want you to kiss me." He applied his weight like a choke
chain. When I struggled, he would press
into me more. I felt utterly
helpless. It was frightening. It hurt.
"Please,"
I choked. "Let me up."
"Just
relax, and let go my dear, and I will ease some of my weight off you. You must know how this works by now."
I
nodded. I let my body go limp. "It
only hurts when you don't trust me, when you put the walls up," he
whispered into my ear.
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