"You're
one of those girl who's shut down because some guy forget her
birthday." He shot me a
contemptuous look, like I was offensive in general. "I'm pretty good at reading
people." I didn't bother to
argue. I didn't care if he knew the
truth. "Let me guess," he
leaned into me, "all men are the same.
Well let me ask you something, Little Thing. If all men are the same,
why do women take so long to choose?"
He brushed
his fingers under my chin and I turned reflexively. His dark eyes were shot through with
amusement like arrows with flaming tails.
"I don't think all men are the same," I replied, "I think
all people are the same. And they're all
part of the same great mush. Man, woman,
or child."
"You
think I'm an asshole, don't you?"
"Whatever
gets you off."
He smiled as
if this were hilarious, and re-thought his tactics for a while. He put one hand on my waist and squeezed as
if something interesting might happen, but it was just flesh. "You're quite dead," he
observed. "Sort of like a sex abuse
victim. You go somewhere else when a man
handles you."
That one hit
a little closer to home. "And
you've had every girl since high school.
And they can't fill up the space.
You're a shallow person, but you want to be interesting, so much. You, like the employee who pretends to be the
manager, yearn to be more. But you
haven't got the stuff, champ. Not now,
not ever."
He digested
this and questioned, "Isn't that how to be noble? I want to transcend my assholiness. I don't want to be a man-whore forever. I'm hoping to progress." He offered me a winning smile and I
softened. He drew me into his arms and I
went limp like prey. "You're
soft," he said, nuzzling me. "I've always wanted to hold you. I thought you might bite off a finger just
for the taste."
You've only
stunned me for a second. I turned and
kissed him. He searched my eyes for clues but I was blocking him. "You think you've got me sussed." I
wrinkled my nose like Samantha the witch.
"Don't
I?" I could feel he was hard. He took a handful of my hair and pulled it so
he could kiss my neck, like a lion holding the female with teeth to keep her
from lashing when he fucked her from behind.
"You're
just a kid," I said. "Just a boy.
I'm not."
"I
know," he said.
"You
don't get it. I'm older than time. I'm just a conduit. This body's a false
prophet."
"They
say you're mad," he teased, but there was truth in his voice.
"Mad as
Cassandra."
He grazed my
neck. "I wanna go to the dark
side."
"That's
the thing about men." I gripped his
dick and squeezed. He moaned. "Always thinking with their little
men."
He took my
hand. "You like it kind of
rough."
"I
don't like it all," I insisted.
"I'm way past sex. Sex is
for people, and I don't often get accused of that anymore."
"You're
really weird," he said. "But
you don't dress like a goth."
"I
don't really need to advertise it."
"I like
weird." He yanked my hair sideways
and bit into my neck. My breath
caught. "I'll fuck you hard,"
he whispered. "If that's what you
like, Little Thing."
"Is
that a joke?" I questioned. I was
tall for a girl.
"Course
not." He lifted my top over my head.
He bit my nipple through my tank top.
My lip quivered. "Do you
ever wear a bra?" He pulled the
fabric in his teeth.
"Please
don't," I gulped.
"I've
got you begging. That's a good
sign." He stripped me to my
underpants before he even went for his shirt.
He leaned in and cupped my face.
My eyes strayed to his chest. A player's chest. "I see diamonds and hexagons." Then, "I'm
missing my show."
"It's alright,
later," he assured me. He leaned
over me.
"I need
to eat my yoghurt," I said. "I
always eat my yoghurt at 10."
"I'll
give you something to eat."
He bit me,
too hard. I squealed. "I thought you were vanilla. All the
girls..."
"Why do
you think I run through them like toilet paper?"
"So
you're..."
"You
can say it."
"A
sadist?"
He
laughed. "Real or fake?" I
asked. I only liked the real kind.
"How
much proof do you want?" Think carefully about it.
He finger
fucked me. 'A true sadist's victim is unwilling'. He pressed his body into mine. He had a nice body. "Come here." He marched me to his room, his fingers
forming a bruise on my arm. "I'd
advise you not to beg," he said, just making conversation, "if you
want less pain that is. Do it if you
want more."
He opened
his closet drawer. I didn't look at his
hands. He dropped his boxers. He stood like a glorious vision. "This too is a lie." I could see his eyes then, really see the
look that had come into them. It was
ugliness, right from the tarpits. I
gasped. I had found a specimen of
value. I didn't want to disturb the
nesting.
He hit me so
hard I lost my breath. Then he was on
me. He clamped my arms behind my back
and cuffed them. "Now your panties,
little one." He pulled them
down. "What I like... is to cause a
lot of writhing and twitching," he explained. "When I've got a girl naked like this,
it looks nice." I heard something
swishing. "Ever been whipped?"
he asked. "You've probably had a
guy slap your ass, but this cuts. Hurts
a lot. Do you want it?" My breathing quickened. "You don't speak, and I'll decide. Alright..." he paused.
"Yes." I screamed with relief
as he brought the whip down. My pussy
flooded with warmth. The pain stung in
hot lines. I saw him in my mind's eye
raising the whip and his brutal arm, so
strong and handsome. I moaned. "I've got to tell you something." He brushed my hair back gently. "I can't cum unless I hurt you. Really." My pussy convulsed.
"Stop
talking," I warned. "I might
cum."
"This
will be an interesting submission," he fathomed. "You'll keep rising to meet me..."
His finger traced a line down my spine and ass.
"But I want to meet your tolerance.
Should we see how far you get?"
"Yes." I turned my head against the pillow.
"Alright." He spread my cheeks and placed his finger in.
"That
feels good." He started to fuck my
ass. He pushed another finger in. I bucked back against his hand. My panties restrained my legs, pushed down to
my knees. He freed them. "I want to spread you wide apart."
I crawled
onto all fours. "Good girl,"
he cooed. "Now spread them
wider." I got into an uncomfortable
position, for best viewing.
"Everything...
like a dinner platter." He traced a
finger up my slit. I heard him sucking
it clean. He plunged it into my
welcoming cunt. Then another. He reached up and found my g-spot. I moaned, totally weak.
"Please
fuck me," I begged.
He said,
"That's not the way this works."
He traced his sticky fingers on my asshole. He started to fuck my ass again. He used two fingers. Then three.
"You're hurting me," I gave.
"Already? I guess I know your weak spot then."
He
disappeared. He pressed a dildo to the
outside of my cunt. He steadily plunged
it in. I cried out. I felt filled. He turned it on and it started to
vibrate.
"Unhhh....."
He pressed
his dick to my asshole.
"Do you
like anal?"
"No."
"Good,"
he said. He lubed me, at least.
"Say
thank you."
"Thank
you," I whimpered. Then he pushed
in. The sensation of his dick penetrating
my asshole made me scream out. He buried
the head and forced in the remainder. My eyes watered with pain. My pussy was
filled with the big, vibrating cock.
Both of my holes were stretched.
I couldn't touch my clit, and I needed to. "Oh, God...." He pumped into my
asshole. I imagined he was athletic in
the odd position he'd have to be in. I
always hated anal at first. It felt like
being fucked by my own shit. But then I
started to like it. I definitely liked
it now.
"So
intense... You're violating me."
"And
you like it," he confirmed.
"Mmm." He smashed into me and came. He took the vibrator and worked me with
it.
"Oh..."
I would have preferred the real thing.
He flipped
me over and took out the vibrator. It
made a noise as it was removed.
"Thought I couldn't free this thing," he mused. "You are tight."
He removed
the shreds of my panties. He spread my
legs efficiently then dived onto my cunt.
I wriggled and moaned as he licked and licked. He found my clit and bit it. I needed to cum so badly I might cry. Waves of tension lived in my stomach. He felt around with one hand as he kept on
eating my cunt. I watched his hard arm
grasping for something. I reached and
passed it to him. He gave me a slow lick
and I shuddered. "Thanks for the
help," he said, coming up. He
attached the nipple clamps.
"Please," I begged.
"Remember
what I said." He kissed my lips. It
was a wet kiss. I nodded. He returned to his work. I lay there in bliss as he licked, building
me to a slow orgasm. When it hit I
couldn't believe it, it was like a mirage.
I held my breath as my pussy convulsed.
My hips rose like ropes were pulling them. He nibbled my clit and buried his tongue in
my pussy. I came again. "Careful," he told me, "you'll
do me an injury." He pressed his
face in and I shuddered again. It was
amazing. I giggled. "I came.
A lot. Thank you."
"No
problem." He removed the clamps (a
relief.) He lay next to me, but didn't
hold me. He gave me a minute to recover.
"I need
to punish you now."
"I'm
sorry?"
"It's
my ritual. It's why so many of the girls
run away. They can handle the pain when
we're playing, but they're so sooky when it comes to this."
"What
do you do?" I asked, eager for a second round.
"After
I fuck a girl, I put her over my knee and give her a hard spanking."
"Yes, please," I told him. He reached for some rope on the bed.
"Put
your hands behind your back." I
turned and put my wrists together. He
tied them securely. He kissed my neck
roughly.
"Mmmm."
"Alright,"
he said. "I won't tie your legs
because I like the feeling of restraining them with my own." He went into his closet again and pulled out
a paddle.
"I like
to leave bruises," he explained.
"I
thought you were just using your hand."
"No, I
use my hand to warm the skin but it doesn't hurt enough. This is really brutal." I began to reconsider.
"I
might not want this," I said.
"It
doesn't matter."
He pulled me
over his lap. He planted one leg firmly
over mine. He applied firm, stinging
slaps with his palm over my bottom and thighs.
My skin warmed rapidly. "You
want some pain or just a warm up before the paddle?" he asked me.
"Do it
hard," I replied shyly. He smacked
my left cheek sharply and I screamed. He
repeated the slap on the same spot three times.
My body jerked. He treated the
right cheek to the same three hard slaps.
"Thank you, Sir," I whimpered.
"You're
a good girl," he praised me.
"Why can't the others be this good?
They never want to take their spanking.
They're always struggling and screaming about assault. You know, in the Summer, everyone knows which
friends I fuck. It's why I like to
bruise the thighs as well, not that they even stop wearing their g-string
bikinis. Sluts. I just love the thought of them making eye contact
and the shame." He laughed.
"You
mark them," I swallowed, "that's hot."
"And
I'll mark you as well."
"I
don't want..." I trailed off.
"What?"
he asked me.
"To be
another one of your cast offs." I frowned as the weight of it hit me. Used, at the end of the day, by another guy
who wouldn't call me, wouldn't love me, the desperate, fucked up monster that I
was.
"Get
up," he said. He helped me to my
feet. He bent me over the bed.
"You're
forgetting something. They ran away from
me, love," he told me. "Not
the other way round."
A feeling of
beautiful warmth filled me, then the wood hit.
I was propelled forward into the bed as the paddle struck my rear. The pain exploded. I howled.
"I don't want another one!"
I scrambled on the bed and fell to my knees. He picked me up by my tied hands and tossed
me back on the bed.
"I
can't leave you half done." The
paddle wooshed down on my right cheek. I
screamed.
"Is
that all?" I begged.
He gathered
my hair back and yanked it in one hand.
He brought the paddle down on my right cheek again. I winced.
He made sure he got a good swing then popped my left cheek. I collapsed
into the bed. He pulled my hair
painfully. I got back on all fours. He spanked me again and again. I kept my mouth clamped shut, not daring to
beg. I was soaking wet. The fluid ran down my legs.
"All
done," he said. He untied me and
helped me to my feet.
"It's
handy that you live with me," he said.
"If I need a fix I can give you a touch up." I was shaking, barely standing on my brittle
colt legs.
"We're
done," he said. "Get
out."
I nodded and
left the room. I heard him stepping into
the shower.